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black sky by paikage, literature

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black sky

You, encased in beauty, constantly fixing more. Two oxygens combine as iodine slivers out of your kind of walk-the-line. You are mine. And you won't say or decay away what won't repay, not for me at least. Last night you sauntered way outside to purge the sky of feelings. I followed you and you, under that deep black sky, wishing you could die. Black-hearted you makes wishes for broken dishes, instead of my little face to kiss. It's me you miss. Not enough to reply, or explain why, or end this lie. Last night you jammed your foot on the gas and cut class to take pain away from things already passed. I laughed. And you cried crocodile tears s

The Insoluble Man by paikage, literature

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The Insoluble Man

The first time I saw him, he was standing at the foot of a wrought-iron casket, awkward and living. Looking at nothing. I said, "I'm sorry," and he said, "Thank you." But the 'you' was like a dusty speck flying off smashed sod bricks. More specks flew from his mouth as the others confirmed their sincerest apologies. "Surely it wasn't meant to turn out like this." But again I saw him standing at the corner, way past respectable hours. His nervous-tick stoic seemed to have faded since that day of ceremonious formality. Or maybe things were strange for him, now. That or they never were. He slowly sideways glanced, a

Gray Area by paikage, literature

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Gray Area

Bravely you looked at us, or maybe not our real, live bodies. Just looked onto the next adventure. You said, "Some people, when philosophy calls for, or when completely or not absolutely necessary, just deserve to die." Before, I'd looked into your deep red eyes and felt silly and happy and smiled. Just like Candace. Her smiles were bright and big and I swear they'd make a sawdust headed water-drinking pretty petty dove cry. Or maybe a psycho killer, you never know. You just don't know mercy the way I've begged for it, romanticized about beauty the way I have, watching the sun set, and finding a ray of perfect-ta

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Eva Low by paikage, literature

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Eva Low

I want to write all over you I want you to know everything and if you forget I want you to look in the mirror and see it on your face and I want you to understand why I hit you harder than all my other friends and why I find stupid reasons to touch you and other shit and I don't want you to wonder and I want you to know and I want to write all over you with a permenent marker so when you look in the mirror you'll remember me

Vacuum by paikage, literature

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Vacuum

where the air is tight and the soot and dirt are pulled away and you think you're getting clean you're washing all the ugly things and you don't have to ask yourself do I need this question? because the way it sounds is so simple just pulling and no telling and don't sweep it under the rug you won't have to hide once you've got a soap box to stand on once you don't have to understand and the questions won't be questions and they won't be under the rug to find some day and become more questionable then they were in the first place so vacuum up your soot and shit snuff out the qeer candle she lit if you just keep pu

The Winter Church by paikage, literature

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The Winter Church

The tiles light up when you step on them I think they like to keep track So don't say something you'd regret later They won't let you take it back The halls look friendly enough The pews are just seats for a stage But their looks will rip your heart out With guilt that won't go away The smiling man's so triumphant He's ridding the world of pagans and sin He talks non-stop about justice He hits the book on the table again I'm sitting here reading the echo To the words we know he wrote We're hushed if ever we question 'Cause that's just how it goes It's a strange kind of cold this morning It's only my nose and fingers But I ca

Essey Doesn't Know by paikage, literature

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Essey Doesn't Know

She's sulking out She's… I found her old journal I read it Didn't seem much different Than the way she is now Every time I hear the phone I expect her I worry But I'm always disappointed when it's someone else It's always someone else I should not want her I should not expect her She taught me, No obsessing, It'll kill you faster Well It's killing me faster Funny how I asked for advice on her And she's the only one who knew Yet… I can't follow The instructions Asking for help is childish And when I do, I always need a dictionary Her words are so mean They cut me like paper She's so careless, she's Sooo cool Calls

Somthing to Chew On by paikage, literature

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Somthing to Chew On

My heart is in my throat It'll soon be in my mouth and when you kiss me, will you take it Then go and spit it out? Or will you give it back? Or maybe gulp it down? Another spike against your throat Another agitated sound Will you chew it up In bits between your teeth And spread it all around this town So I can't find a single piece? Will you cheat and pass it on To someone else instead Or not be happy with just my heart and catch what's in my head? But when you feel my heart Beat against your lip Don't expect my blood, too You can't have a single sip

I hope you don't mind by paikage, literature

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I hope you don't mind

"You should be a writer. You're a good writer." Seanna's looked up at the sky, orange and red like a bleeding star. She wrapped her red wool around her flesh, carefree but interested in what Beth had to say. Beth bit the inside of her cheek, falling back on the brown grass. "I don't know. I always try, and I end up deleting what I type." Seanna giggled. "I think you're just lazy." Beth smiled, but sighed despite herself. "I just hate how I know it's a path of ultimate doom. Sure, tons of kids are good writers, but you think every one of those kids gets published when the grow up? Obviously not. But everyone thinks, Oh yes, it's going to be

Kitty by paikage, literature

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Kitty

Out of the Corner Of My Eye, I see my little Kitty Strechting She is asking for my love, She is blinking her big Eyes at me I am hypnotized by the Computer sceen This captivating light, Like I care so much What she has to say Turn and face her But she's not there And she never was… Luna luna, my love One more time I'm hallucinating Slowly fading Chained up in a chair But I don't really care Where'd my kitty go? Tell me Where'd my kitty go?

RIP Cyndi by paikage, literature

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RIP Cyndi

she says: you wear that like a disaster you shouldn't throw it in a lake it deserves a river look at yourself, in the mirror check yourself one more time oh no, i see the spirals on your face tall shadows of displace long showers that make you breathe in steam… she stops, with a sigh and says i like the way you used to laugh alone, like no one even cared and i liked how you never brushed your hair where did you go? but don't answer, i know i think i'll always know she takes a drink of water and leans on her knees she says, but you know i still don't agree

Miss Angeline by paikage, literature

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Miss Angeline

A shockingly strong husband, was he When you met him A talent for charming you And a charm for roulette He wins and wins and wins and's got Good luck like he's made for you He'll be a great daddy, cause of that He'll be a great daddy Cause he's great in bed Shockingly strong lips when he Bites your neck Lucky stroke of luck, Don't you think Angie, when you met? He's got a big house and a mind Like it was meant for you Are you lost in a dream Or just the way he makes you laugh? And he'll be a great daddy, too…

Ice by paikage, literature

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Ice

I'd forgotten your name Still recalled that I found it, Just forgot what it was Then I found it again But I was too late, I found That the sun had went down And the girls had gone home Though the stars were out, The moon Hanging low Said sorry, I cannot Help you tonight To her I stay true So to you must lie And I left her, pretending Like I never knew Never looked, Never cared, Never really Loved you

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paikage

Dec 27, 2005

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hey! 1000 pageviews! that's pretty sweet :D

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paikage

Nov 9, 2005

yum!

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ccce pictures updatedddd they're of connor and cathy. i love you all!

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paikage

Nov 3, 2005

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ooh yeah well i got bored of the other journal entry. posted some pictures. of, you know. a wild animal. also everyone watch liz cause she just got DA... she's roses-smell-as-sweet and if you don't want to type that into the browser then i favorited one of her poems so you could just click it there. that's it. basically.

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*Poke.*

thank you for the favorite paigey dear

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Apr 9, 2006

thanks for the favorite paigey!

SanuKhanchi

Apr 2, 2006

oh snap, two kisses

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Send to 10 of your friends to show them how much luv u have for them. If u get this back it means u r luved 2x as much!!

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Apr 1, 2006

Teehee, kiss!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can't kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitely get started kissing right away!

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Send to 10 of your friends to show them how much luv u have for them. If u get this back it means u r luved 2x as much!!

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Mar 3, 2006

Tnx for the